2008-07-18 17:41:26
2008-07-21 18:02:11
谁给我找个树洞让我喊一喊啊。
2008-07-23 16:13:06
2008-07-24 16:55:17
借用《投资状》的台词给自己状个胆：“安心入市………………………！”
2008-07-28 11:34:08
周末嘛，虽然也上网，但就是没有功夫记一记行程。
最重大的事件当然是给集智慧美貌可爱于一身的小雪买钻戒了，事件是2008年7月27日晚，地点是万达广场里的I do专卖店，当然沙子没有什么钱，所以只能买一个小小的钻，不过小雪同学还是很配合的说很满足，次日还要再强调一下，说昨晚梦了一整夜的钻戒。沙子很高兴，虽然白花花的银子出去心疼是难免的，不过看到小雪同学这么开心，而且相当一段时间内不会再因为钻戒的问题数落沙子，沙子就觉得这银子也没有白花。
I do比万达其他的品牌都要贵一些，不过小雪同学内心有着不可磨灭的小资情调，沙子同学也只能为这种情调买单了。的确戴着很好看，不过小雪同学的反映还是比沙子预期的大了很多。沙子于是暗自揣摩，钻石对女人果然有不可抗拒的吸引了啊。如果哪天沙子有钱了，拿上十几克拉几十克拉的钻戒到大街上去勾引良家妇女，不知道会不会成功。嘿嘿，人性本恶啊。^_^,沙子也就想想而已。
其他就没什么重大事项了，和好笑同学做了笔空头买卖，给小雪同学买了短袖、披肩和连衣裙，继续着扫荡万达餐饮业的艰辛历程。这周去了米线源。周日晚上熬夜写了篇关于《赤壁》的影评。对了，还和小雪同学构思了一下小说的情节。
不知不觉，我们就这样度过了一个有意义的周末，-_-!,新的一周又开始了。
2008-07-29 16:43:51
用一颗渴望被理解的心去理解身边的人，这样才有可能真正理解别人，也才有可能被人理解。
2008-07-30 14:43:53
今天Jason突然问到关于豪放词和婉约词差别的经典评论，我知道他指的是什么，我也知道那一句自己以前背的滚瓜烂熟的，但想来想去，脑子里都只有“学士词”、“铜琵琶”“关西大汉”几个零零碎碎的词语，不得已百度之，才看到全文：
俞文豹在《历代诗余引吹剑录》谈到一个故事，提到苏东坡有一次在玉堂日，有一幕士善歌，东坡因问曰： “我词何如柳七（即柳永）？”幕士对曰：“柳郎中词，只合十七八女郎，执红牙板，歌‘杨柳岸，晓风残月’。学士词，须关西大汉、铜琵琶、铁棹板，唱‘大江东去’。”东坡为之绝倒。
读罢感慨万千，不知道是现在信息爆炸，脑子里塞了太多东西，还是记忆力开始衰退，很多以前记得牢牢的东西，现在都只能七零八落记几个关键词，越来越依赖百度和谷歌了。不过，好在还能记住几个关键词，也算是信息时代的一种进化吧，要不，脑子里怎么装的下这么多信息呢？
Jason的叹息颇为经典：“唉，以前都是精通，现在都变成‘略懂’了。”
2008-08-01 10:57:11
Finally , our illegal cohabitation life is ended. A good ending for both I and she. I should give her a marriage to take my responsibility of this eight-year relationship. In the past eight years, I never betrayed her, at least no carnal betrayal,though I’m not sure about her. I understand clearly that there will be a long way to go from now, no matter I am ready or not, I should behave as a good husband, to love the family, to love her, to construct a better future for both of us, to avoid unnecessary romance. Maybe I’m just a little nervous and don’t know what to say. Anyway, marriage is one of the most important events of my insignificant life.
Congratulations.
2008-08-08 08:49:08
Finally, the Olympic Game is near at hand, and I decide to write something about it for the first time. In 2001, when the bid for 2008 Olympic Games succeeded, I was worried about my own future more than anything else. I didn’t expect to live four years in the Capital at that time, but to leave there three years before the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games. It seems that the connection between this great event and me is much weaker than with others from the very beginning,I never felt such the pride and excitation like others thence.
Another unconscious resistant emotion is partly from the business atmosphere, and partly from the political atmosphere. There are too many torchbearers, too many sponsors, and cost too much time for too long and too many torch relay ceremonies. My left passion is exhausted. Further more, vanialthough we propagandized to disjoin Sports and Politics, we invited more presidents I guess more than any previous game, is that an attempt to link the two things together, and is that a waste of taxpayers’ money? Plus the natural disasters，I really don’t care about the Olympic Game that much.
However, as a Chinese, although much weaker than others, I still feel the pride, and expect a successful sports ceremony pageant. We’ve been waiting for a bit too long for it. It seems like a train coming from far far away in the plain, you can see it very clearly, but it runs so slowly, almost static, and your patience is gradually lost. But suddenly, it howling spanks in front of you, and you feel like to be awaken, and blindly you runs following it, screaming with it, your lost enthusiasm all comes back.
Actually, the train ignores your existance, always. It comes fast and goes quickly as a wind. It leaves you behind relentlessly, with nothing but fading memory.
2008-08-14 23:23:13
Today, Yao Ming and his team welcomed their first victory, they defeated probably the weakest team–Angolan with a score 84-73. Later, the American team also winned their revenge battle with the Greek.
The Chinese Men Basketball Team showed strong desire for victory from the beginning of this Olympic Game, it’s a representation of sports spirit–the result is not that important for the natural strength is different from team to team, However, we should respect the game itself, and show your best aspects to the audience. Yao Ming and his teamates did a very good job, which humiliated the Chinese Men Football Team, if they know what humiliation is.
NBA has the best basket ball players of the world. However, the failures in recent international games made the American embarrassed, if they can’t win a gold medal this time, people will doubt the actual condition of NBA. In the first two games, American team met China and Angola, although they winned easily, they just didn’t get a chance to prove themselves. Tonight, they let nobody down but the Greek.
Emanuel Ginobili, my favorite basketball player, and the Argentine team is fighting for the dignity. They lost their last game, and have to get a victory to keep the top position in the group. They are holding a lead of 17 points, and the victory is coming closer and closer. However, there is still a long way for Gino to go, and there is also a long way for Bryant, and I hope, if possible, Yao Ming can also go as far as possible.
Come on, everyone, and I expect the following games will be more exciting.
2008-08-15 09:15:24
朋友的签名档让我想起这首歌，悲戚忧郁的旋律，适合一个人孤孤单单顾影自怜的时候反复回味。简单的歌词重复着一条简单而深刻的道理——孤单并不是因为身边没有人，而是因为心中有所牵挂。在茫茫人海中我们同样会觉得孤独，只因为芸芸众生都和我没有关联，而唯一在乎的那个他或者她，却不知道流失在世界的哪一个角落。
我们企盼相聚，害怕别离，都是因为我们把心弦系在别人身上。“相见时难别亦难，东风无力百花残”，种种情愫皆由心生。一石激起千层浪，或许是一条短信，有时是一句话，甚至只是不经意间的一个眼神，都能让平静的心灵激荡不已。这种状态让心灵充满激情，却也很容易陷入危险的境地，因此，我一方面希望不断体验这种为一个人倾心的感觉，同时却又希望通过心灵的修炼让自己变得平静而宠辱不惊，唯有激情可以带来欢欣与悲痛，而只有冷静才能拥有理智的思想。我沉浸在这样矛盾的感情中，难以自拔。
2008-08-16 22:02:41
呵呵，姚明，易建联，孙悦，……你们终于没有让大家失望啊。刘伟虽然关键时刻还是胡来，朱芳宇虽然还是难当大任，王仕鹏、陈江华虽然仍然有欠历练，但是，今天晚上你们都表现的很精彩。奉献了一场出色的比赛。也证明了自己的实力。我想，凭借你们这样的努力与激情，或许，……，中国男篮还可以走的更远一点。
今天阿根廷也收获了一场胜利，卫冕之战的前途还很凶险，不过，希望我最欣赏的吉诺比利能屡战屡胜。
马上美国队的比赛就要开始了。前天晚上，在对希腊的复仇之战上，科比脸上终于没有了轻松的笑容，取而代之的是坚毅与果敢。梦八代表着篮球的辉煌与梦想。虽然我也希望吉诺比利和他的阿根廷队能卫冕成功，但扪心自问，我其实更愿意梦八能证明NBA的真正实力。他们要让全世界明白，真正的篮球始终在美国，而不在欧洲。
总之，大家都要加油。既然是比赛，当然不可能人人满意。不过，能奉献给大家一场场精彩的比赛，能完美的体现体育精神，也就足够了。
至少，别像中国男足那样丢人现眼。
2008-08-18 22:10:26
只有对所爱的人，你才会说出这样的话：“需要我的话，一通电话就行。我第二天就上飞机，一句都不会多问。”你相信对方不会滥用你的好意。你相信，对方如果打了电话，是因为她真的需要你，因为你举足轻重。
但你不会坐等电话铃响，因为你并不真的指望电话会来。
–摘自蒂姆·普拉特《世界尽头的废墟》
(The Crawlspace of the World by Tim Pratt)
2008-08-19 17:57:32
如果我们不时回头，就会发现身后有无数个“如果”遗落在走过的路上：如果我能多努力一些，如果我爱上的是另一个女孩，如果我能画一幅好画，如果选择的是另外一家公司……我的人生会怎么样。谁也说不准，假设有可能比现在好，也可能比现在差，有时在做某一个决定的时候，我们并不知道这个决定会对今后的人生产生多少影响，只有多年以后再回头，才能看到遗落在路上星星点点的未知。
出生，是每个人最大可能性的时刻，人人生来平等。然而，随着生命轨迹的一点点向前推进，我们拥有的可能性，也变得越来越小了。拥有一棵树的时候，你便放弃了整个森林。但是，在拥有这棵树之前，你虽然有着拥有整片森林的可能性，其实不过是一无所有。
我们无法同时得到硬币的正面与反面，但人生的魅力，不正在于这每一种未知吗？
至少，我还可以读书。
2008-08-28 08:37:24
在家因为喝咖啡的问题争论，到公司又听到关节约成本的新规定：哭笑不得。
麻烦年年有，今年特别多啊。
生活像2008年一样曲折地前进着。
2008-09-05 08:22:07
I don’t know what I’m waiting for, which result is better. Choice A: continue the current routine; Choice B: continue the current routine in a new environment; Choice C: start a new routine in a new environment.
Every time when we have to make a decision, we will never know which choice will be better until the future finally comes. Maybe I should just accept one of them without requiring too much, or maybe my request is only a reflection of my subconscious.
Now the choice is not only up to me, I have to wait for their responses. I know there is no perfect decision, but after these days, I start to know what I’m expecting.
All I need is something new.
2008-09-08 16:36:28
I can’t know you before I meet you, but I want to chase the footprints left behind you: I want to know how lovely you were when you were a little girl, I want to play with you in the kindergarten, I want to borrow you a pencil so that I could say “Thanks” to you, I want to tell you how much I love as soon as I was ready to fall in love…
2008-09-09 20:20:18
I called Jimmy, but he didn’t know the reason either.
Just be more patient.
Try to live as nothing happened.
Be a good friend.
Be a good son.
Be a good husband.
Be a good brother.
Be a good employee.
Be a good reader.
2008-09-16 08:47:13
I found that I still care about this little brother very much, though we have been seperated for many years. However, maybe I still don’t know how to be a good brother, maybe there is already an impassable gulf between us. I want to help, but I don’t know how, we are consanguinities, but we can’t get close to each other. Sadly.
2008-09-24 09:52:39
When I opened my Douban diary last night, I felt like personality splited. Some of the articles were replied with my own name, and I could not remember anything at all.
However, I recognised from the tone soon after, that it was Joanna who used the computer and browsed my articles. As I didn’t log off before I left. My registered name was kept on the computer, thus her reply was deemed to be under my name.
Anyway, thanks for your attention.
2008-09-26 08:19:25
From the very beginning of our lives, the world and the people are of little difference. However, as we grow up, the differences are becoming more and more obvious. Dad and mom, brother and sister, uncle and aunt…, I don’t know when we learned to classify people this way, but it obviously one of our characteristics now.
We have our family, have our friends, we tell the closest people that we love them, but we can do nothing to the strangers, or to those we have no reason to get closer, and vice versa.
I wish that one day, all men and women will live like brother and sister, and the whole world will look like a big family. Let us treat the others the way as if they are our family members.